dolly!

it was difficult waking up today. it's monday and i wanted to sleep in. i also had the best dream about a young dolly parton. she was all about me, it was amazing.
great, now i'm going to be thinking about that all day.

after i woke up, it made me think about how my life isn't exciting right now in that department. i've been going through a i-want-to-be-with-someone thing. i miss it. i don't know if it's because it's summer, if it's being in my 30's (which did change things) or if it's from, i dunno a lot of things really. i think i'm ready for a relationship but, do i have the time? sure. it would be nice to be with someone who wants to be with me for a change, that would be nice. i want to be adored by someone, i really miss that. or maybe i miss dedicating songs to someone in my head. okay, i'm just embarrassing myself now.

on my drive to work it was another day of "portlanders learning how to drive." which involves, people not knowing how to stay in their lanes, they're driving too slow, they don't know how to drive with bicycles in the road...and in SUV's for that matter so i can't see around them to get frustrated with their bad driving or if it's the fault of someone in front of them. nope, it was them all along. stupid ford bronco waste of gas.

i really need to stop sleeping-in and ride my bike to work every day again.